Monday, April 21, 2014

Moments missed with my camera, but captured with my heart

Today is: when you wake up on Monday morning and totally realize that this past weekend was the best weekend ever, and you only took one photo.....



Here is my attempt to document the top-ten moments I missed with my camera, but captured with my heart.....

#10 - it was Sunday morning. My vantage point was from the stage on the choir risers. Although our 9 am service is typically smaller, we were singing our first song, and the people kept pouring in.....you could probably hear the beautiful organ from Grand Haven....it became evident that we would run out of space quickly. The ushers were rushing around trying to find more chairs. People were sitting on the floor in the balcony. People were lined up against the back wall. Awesome! So many people wanting to celebrate our risen Savior with us!

#9 - it was Sunday night. I was reflecting on the weekend, and watching the recorded livestream of the 11am service. As the camera panned over the choir, I caught sight of my sweet girl who I couldn't see for all three services, because she was behind me. She stood with her hand raised as we sang about the King on His throne. Precious. Precious. Precious. Precious.

#8 - it was Friday evening around 10:30pm. Our Good Friday walk-through had just ended. I was standing in the sanctuary staring at dozens of our Harvest20s kids who had just given up their evening to tear down all of the Good Friday preparations to prepare for the Easter Celebration. I stood amazed at the kids' willingness to serve Jesus and love others with pure hearts, all with joyful attitudes.

#7 - it was Sunday morning. My favorite boy was in the audience wearing a shirt with a collar on it! He stood next to the sweetest girl in a beautiful purple dress who warms my heart and loves my boy with her whole heart. I constantly thank Jesus for her and her special place in our family.

#6 - it was Sunday morning. My view was from the choir risers. Although I dont think they could see me from where they were, I could see them both. Some of my very favorite new friends. They sat near the back. Eyes closed. Hands raised. The song we sang had words in it about a God who sets us free from our captivity because He is so Strong to Save. I thought about their journey thus far. I thought about the journey they are still on every day. I thanked God for 3 things - 1) for their salvation from their captivity 2) for their blaring passion to be obedient to our God and 3) for their friendship as all four of us encourage each other in our walk with God and in our marriages.

#5 - it was Thursday morning, the birds were chirping and the sun was shining....My sweet, sweet husband was pulling a huge tree out of the back of his truck and up the stairs of the church, through the sanctuary and onto the stage....why? because he loves Jesus and ME.....The HBCSL Easter Celebration needed trees on the stage, so he spent his day searching for, cutting down, and hauling in beautiful trees.....I love that man and his servant heart for the Lord.

#4 - it was Friday night. My worship leading shift was over and I was sitting up in the darkened balcony alone. My sweet friend was singing on stage about how God chases us when we are His. From my spot I could clearly see my beautiful daughter and her friends were sitting in the chairs below. My husband had found her in the front row, and although so many people remained seated, they both were standing with their hands raised in full worship of the Everchasing God who has chased them both and is keeping them.....

#3 - it was Sunday Morning. My view was from the side of the stage on the choir risers. We were singing Jailbreak - Awesome! When I looked over onto center stage I caught the eyes of some of my friends who were leading us in worship.....this is something I can not describe to all of you with words. To watch my friends, who love Jesus so much, lead 900 people in worshiping our Risen Savior.....to see them smile at each other, or to have one of them smile at me....perfect. indescribable. moment.

#2 - it was Friday evening. My view from the stage was of many people holding their communion cups and bowing their heads in a darkened sanctuary. We were singing about the sacrifice that Jesus made for us, and our hearts were heavy thinking of the debt that He paid for us.....I looked beyond the people, out the doors and out the windows into the brightly lit lobby. And there were my friends, from my Small Group, all dressed up like people in Jesus day - mingling with the people & 'acting' like they were really there when Jesus was turned over to be crucified. Talk about a powerful moment. That is exactly the kind of thing that stirs my affections for Jesus - watching my group serve Him by reminding others of His sacrifice.....goose-bump moment for me.

#1 - it was Sunday morning. My view was from the very front row. Our pastor had just finished preaching his final message of the weekend, and I was listening and singing with the beautifully sweet voice of my very dear friend. She was singing about how The Gospel Changes Everything....I was standing next to my husband who stood silent, with his arm around me.....wow, if there wasn't a more true song.....The Gospel changes everything and it has changed me! So much so that before I posted this blog today, I had to delete almost everything I had in my profile description. Why? because that isn't me anymore. My interests, my favorites, my desires, EVERYTHING - it has all changed. And I can't even begin to explain the JOY that comes with that blessing.....

Happy Easter.....by the way, if anyone happened to capture any of these moments on camera, feel free to send them my way......

4 comments:

Mara said...

Beautifully written Kristie! There were so many incredible moments this weekend and I sometimes felt like my heart couldn't contain it - the sorrow, the joy, the goodness of God...
I love reading these top ten moments from your perspective, and love seeing in real life what God's doing in your beautiful family! The Gospel changes everything - amen!

GloryBabies3 said...

My heart is still so full this morning. ... Beautiful post.

Susan Ream said...

My eyes are filled with tears as I shared in your experience at Harvest over the weekend.

They so resonate with my own heart of gratitude for how God is working in our midst in a huge way. Changing lives, shining through, giving hope, touching hearts profoundly.

Thank you for these beautiful reflections - it is an Easter Celebration I will never forget!

God Bless you!
Susie Ream

Mary Wisen said...

Jesus is so amazing! From the ways that he has changed all our lives to the humility I feel to be used by him for anything - all for HIS glory :) Love this post! .... and you :)